I’ve had 3 Monday’s of treatment and have 3 more Monday’s to do.
Monday’s are like starting from scratch, like its the first time but not really. Its totally mental on my part. Its a head game ain’t it? Hence the post traumatic part, I think.
Swallowing has become harder and harder. It takes a lot of energy to eat. Hot tea or cold water are a constant to soothe my throat. Oh, Hall’s menthol too. I guess this week I’ll get the “magic mouthwash” the doctor talked about.
Eating is taking a lot of energy. Who knew? I never noticed the energy it takes to eat. Now I know.
You would think I loose weight or shrink some. Fat chance. That’s not how it works with my Dis-ease. The irony of it all. LOL
I am alive and surviving as well as can be. And like my doctor said “You’re relatively healthy, accept for this cancer thing.” 🙂
Ma ke aloha, until I write again, bumbye.